I should have let you help me with his job stuff when I had the chance.
I don’t know why I was so embarrassed I always felt insecure and dumb at how little experience I had at adult jobs.
Now I have no choice to confront this I know you’d be able to get me interviews at the very least I am not sure I will fill any of this out right but I have to try. I have to do something I can’t wallow all the time.
Also its almost been a week exactly since you said the worst words to me ever I dread I will have a panic attack tonight.